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party for a new journal!! [04 Oct 2004|09:24pm]
[ mood | amused ]

pink__panteys new journal add me!! lov u kisses!!
ali

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PARTY with thoughts [02 Oct 2004|03:09pm]
[ mood | angry ]



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party at the ice rink [12 Sep 2004|10:47pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

well me and masha went to see morgan play at his hockey game it was so much fun!! morgan and i were talking a lot about future plans and getting together the 3 of us once again it was awesome hes such a cool cat!!

HES NUMBER 4



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PARTY OF missing them!! [08 Sep 2004|01:16am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

i miss u all so much u all bring a tear to my eyes because i know ur enjoying school without me!! i wish i could be at all ur schools at once but i guess being away from everyone makes me realize how much i really appreciate my true friends!!




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party with thoughts!!! [06 Sep 2004|08:07pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I never ever cheated
I never ever lied
So u can stop asking me asking me why
Why I never left you, and why I kept it real
And why im still with you

You should’ve known better than to think you could cheat
You should’ve known better than to take advantage of me
It don’t matter if you are up
matter if you are down
Either way im gonna be around
You should’ve known that I would stay by your side
You should’ve known your girl was gonna ride or die
And it just don’t matter if ya rich or poor
Out or in doing 5 to10
You should’ve known better!!!

everyone should learn from the actions they make especially if they are gonna effect someone else and the feelings u say u have for them!! u need to understand that what ur doing isnt cool and that u need to understand that hurting someone isnt right and staying and lying to urself is even worse!! i am not saying ur a bad person but u need to change ur ways!!! u cnat just think that u will get away with all u do learn ur lesson and emotionally ull learn!! one day ull get the chance to realize what u have done!!
ali

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party for joey leaving us for colorado [04 Sep 2004|12:43pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

lately i have been talking with someone about this whole high school experience and we were talking about how everything is gonna wind up!! i have been so scared to be at high school... not only because its a bigger envirmonment and more people i dont know but the fact that i dont wanna loose that one thing!! i am gonna have a positive attitude knowing that, that wont happen but i have to beware!! i totally understand where everyone has been coming from but do they realize where i have been coming from like i donno, its gonna be difficult!! BUT AS LONG AS THAT PERSON KNOWS that when u loose the one thing that means the most to you, you finally realize how much u really should have appreciated the things they did for you, you realize how muchthey really meant to you and all the troubles you put them through, the stress, the agony, everything, and knowing that loosing the one thing you lovd the most hurts so much u will also realize what a bigger mistake u made loosing them!! THAT GOES FOR EVERYONE!! always understand that "you never see how much you should appreciate someone/something until its gone"




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ali

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Party with ME!!! [31 Aug 2004|01:11am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

 

Its my party yay! )

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party at the beach [30 Aug 2004|07:09pm]

well last weekend i spent the whole weekend with my best friend!!! we had so much fun in carlsbad i miss her right now bundles and i cant wait to see her today!!

 

Missing you..... )

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party in hollywood!! [24 Aug 2004|06:56pm]
[ mood | amused ]

skip was having fun taking pics of sexy niko practically naked hahha



YEAH I KNOW I AM LATE BUT HEY ITS FUNNY





here we go....
















THEN IT WAS ME SKIP AND NIESHE HEHEH












THEN THE LANDSCAPES OF HOLLYWOOD




























































then we went to rite aid and saw transvestites hehhe fun shit










HERE SHE IS



heres her ass






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party at mashas casa [08 Aug 2004|01:41am]
[ mood | angry ]

well it was really fun ull see why









































BUTTA!!



























ali

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party of tears!!! [03 Aug 2004|06:40pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

have u ever had those moments where u just need that certain someone to come and help u with all ur problems. the one person that helps them all go away with happiness and lov. WELL I HAVE and i know how much i need it right now. i have been doing so much thinking about all the things i have messed up on and all the things i regret throughout this whole year. why is it that u can never have the one thing that means the most to u in the whole world?? why is it that u always regret ur mistakes after u make them?? why is it that nothing ever can always go right and we always have to screw up in the end??

i made a huge mistake this summer and i donno how to make up for it i have to act like i dont need that person but deep down i do i just need to understand that i cant have everything i want!! i ahve moved on in my mind but not by my heart!! theres 3 people in this world who mean more than anything to me..... well actually 4 silly me but anyways these people are here through anything and even if i have been hurt by them i always know their true feelings. i hate to be hurt but we have to be hurt sometime especially when we make mistakes, we always have to learn from them.

well let me start from the beginning: i forgave someone for the biggets heart break ever and i donno why but i had thsi gut feeling that i should so i did everything worked out well until it happened once again i donno how to react to these things but it hurts and then it doesnt. i then got betrayed by my supposedly best friend over some boy even if i didnt do anything to ruin them she had this feeling i did so then i didnt have my bets friend (girl) or (guy) i gues si lived with that and movd on to my new battles!! well now i dont have much of anything cuz of guys and cuz of silly mistakes that girls make!! i just thought i should let this all out since i never can do it to any of them. ANYWAYS I WILL STOP ALL THIS EMO SHIT AND hopefully feel better later on!! anyways i need tot alk to these people as soon as possible and ya i hope everything works out well







THE LAST ONE IS BETTER NOT SAID OR SHOWN lov u all


ali

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party beach car fun [26 Jul 2004|03:09pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

i am sitting here right next to my best friend ever and i feel as if things have changed she is someone that is different than anyone in all the world she is my bets friend in the world i lov her so much she just doesnt talk to me anymore about the important stuff i mean i know were bets friends its just a weird feeling i donno what i would ever do without her i lov her to death and lately i have missed her so much i have missed everything we have and everything that will increase throughout our lives together......

ON TO THE PICS










































BEACH!!!!



we woke up from a nap





that was a great trip hehhe
ali

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party at school full of drama [23 Jul 2004|05:00pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

well heres some old pics that i have been taken been sorta lazy with the pics lol hahha
















ali

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party with aciona and then nikster [11 Jul 2004|05:40pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

PARTY PARTY this was fun but then again NOT!!
















THEN WE WENT TO GIVE NIKO HIS CLOTHES AND HE LOVS THE PICS SO WE TOOK PLENTY..........











no kisses for niko HAHHA



ali

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party in the pool---- [10 Jul 2004|04:08pm]
[ mood | amused ]

we are having so much fun in the pool hehhe
























ali








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party for 4th of july [05 Jul 2004|05:53pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

yesterday i had the cutest little boy propose to me he told me i lov u and i am gonna marry u with a big kiss hehe i lov this kid here he is





Heres fireworks and fun hehhe






































ali

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party?? [03 Jul 2004|04:00pm]
[ mood | awake ]

heres some pics of fun fun with my buddies lol




























Grant football team that was so fun
















ali

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party party hardy hardy~~~~ [02 Jul 2004|05:16pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

well pics are on their way in fact they are loading at the moment but i feel like just writing today!!!

why is it that we realize our mistakes after we make them??
why is it that lov is so much harder than it seems??
why is it that people never realize hurt until they are??

pls answer these questions so i can help myslef from wonder lov u all
ali

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party at alis---- [28 Jun 2004|12:14pm]
[ mood | awake ]

we have been having fun fun all the time pics here they come!!!!





SMALLEST BUTT IN ALL THE WORLD !!
















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party with jamie and joey--- [27 Jun 2004|03:49pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

well yeah of course i a pics but my mom has my camera so i cant put them in this entry but i can talk anyways!!

theres somethings that i dont quite understand about boys and how they are!! what do u do when so many people do all they can to break and hurt a relationship that they cant have?? why do people do that and all it does to me is hurt?? why do people like to hurt others why cant they just leave me alone with my happiness and not get involved?? thers so many things i wanna say but what do you all think about people that get involved??

thers this girl who i adore to death she has a guy but then she has feelings for someone else i have known her all my life and i would do anything to help her!! but what do u do when it hurts so much how much she likes the other person i mean it is her first lov what does she do?? what do we do when our feelings fade and we dont know how to accept them as they are!!

BEING scared to break someones heart is one thing but then not speaking up hurts that person twice as much!! this goes in both situations of me and her!! we are such similar people and understand oen another so well!! she has helped me from day one with this boy and she never gives up she never does no matter what!! she formed me and him and she wont let it split!! i lov how she always has faith and she always believes!! being positive is such a great quality!! i lov u
ali

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